Letter for Those Annoying People

I was about to start writing my paper about Africa when I realized that I need to write something on my blog. No, I’m not gonna write about what’s the idea of my paper. I just need to write about how I feel about some particular people. Okay, I’m gonna write a letter for some annoying people I can’t handle any longer. Happy reading!

DISCLAIMER: You may continue to read, but I won’t be responsible once you get hurt because of my words.

Letter for those annoying people in my life

“Hello annoying people,

I just wanna let you know that I have been really patient with you. I didn’t try to avoid you directly even though you pissed me off, most of the time. I tried to control myself from saying “Shut up and get out of the room. I don’t wanna see you or listen to your extremely-not-funny-jokes anymore”.  I have been trying to let you know, implicitly, that you have to stop being so annoying without being too offensive. You know what? I don’t wanna hurt people, I really don’t. BUT, you have to know that you’ve hurt me so many times.

Do you know that being in the same room with you is killing me because I always have to fight the urge to slap you? Do you know that I hate the fact that you (yes, you. one of the most annoying people I’ve ever met in my life) always try to follow me everywhere I go? Do you know that I hate it when you keep asking about, or paying attention to, my personal life? I hate the way you ask me because it feels like you’re interrogating me. You should remember that I wasn’t yours, and I’m not yours as well, therefore you should stop asking as if you have the right to do so. I loathe the people who love to get themselves involved in my personal life even though I do not allow them to do so. No, you never know how it feels like to be me, and I don’t wanna ask you to do so.

So, my point is, please stop giving your unnecessary attention to my life, specifically my personal life, because my life is not yours to care about. I do not wanna ask you to stop being an annoying person because maybe you’re destined to be that person. I just wanna ask you, politely, to stay away from me. By doing this, I won’t get hurt anymore and I will have no possibility to hurt you either. Oh yes, one more thing. STOP STARING AT ME. I hate the way you stare at me.

Last but not least, do you feel offended by this letter? If you do, maybe you’re one of those annoying people I write about.

Thank you in advance.”

Dancing..again?

Yes, I’d love to dance again. After all this time, I know I’ve been to busy with those college assignments, discussions,student  events, and so on. Now I realize that I need some time for myself. I need to do something that I love, something that I haven’t done for a long time.

Dancing.

Yes, dancing. It’s used to be an important part of my life, just like the air that I breathe. I am not talking about dancing in the club with my friends (and some other strangers all around us). I am talking about the dance that I do to express my emotion. I do love dancing, wholeheartedly.I do what I love, not what other people love or what other people want me to do.

I’d love to take a master course focusing on dancing as soon as I graduate from my current college. I’d also love to learn about the local culture and how dancing is used as a tool of interaction among people. There is a scholarship for master program, focusing on dancing, that I’d love to take. The scholarship gives the grantee an opportunity to learn about dance in 4 countries during the 2-year-program.

But still, there are some obstacles that I have to face. My parents are not going to allow me to take this course. Yeah, I know they think that this course is not related at all to my current major, International Relations.  I’ve been learning about international politics, power, and so on in this major, but not about dancing. I can’t say that I hate this major. I love reading lots of books, meeting lots of interesting people, and also having discussions with lots of smart people. But still, being a diplomat (or whatever that is related to international affairs) is not my real passion.

I’m on my fifth semester now, and I plan to graduate as soon as I finish my seventh semester (yes, apparently I’m only gonna spend 3.5 years to finish my undergraduate program). What do I really wanna do as soon as I finish my college? My first priority is of course taking a scholarship for master program abroad (preferably in Europe). I don’t wanna take any jobs before finishing my master degree, actually. I’m afraid that I will be too lazy to take my master degree as soon as I get a job. But maybe, while waiting for a scholarship for master program, I’d love to help one of my professors in my current college to do her/his projects.

A proverb once said, “man plans, God laughs”. Anyway, this is just a plan, my silly little plan.

How are you doing?

I’m doing well. Well, I can’t say that I’m in a totally great condition, but at least, I can say that almost all of the things around me are going well, and I thank God about this.

I’ve been going back to the college life since 3 or 4 weeks ago, which means that I’m gonna have to face the mid-term exam at the end of this month. What’s new with the college life? Nothing much. However, I feel so grateful to be able to see my friends again (after the-extremely-long-holiday which lasted more than 3 months).  We shared tons of stories about what we’d done during the holiday, and of course, prepared the stuffs to begin the new academic year together.

I’m on my third year now and I take 24 credits for this term (3 credits for each course). Lots of assignments, indeed. Therefore, I truly realize that I need tons of laugh and fun as well.  However, I enjoy everything in my life. At least, for now.

Okay, I think this is the end of this post. I’ll see you again. Soon, hopefully.

Take care, everyone. Bye!